-15th February 2025

As I laydown in my bed here, with only two days left of my break… I can’t help but feel a mix of excitement, nervousness and a little sad about returning to school. The time off has been fun but I know it’s almost over and school is just around the corner. There are so many thoughts running through my mind, and I can’t help but wonder how the new school year will begin,,,

There’s the excitement of seeing my friends again. I’ve missed laughing together with safiyah (my number1 bestestfriend at school and my 3years tablemate). However, there’s also a feeling of sadness inside me because all of my classmate are in different classes this year since we go to different class with different ‘aliran’. We used to spend every day laughing, crack up some jokes during sejarah lessons, crying sebab takdapat solve maths, missing cikgu sarah, eating instant noodles quietly on a random friday… oh how i knew i will miss those moments after i got my own class this year.. now it feels like we’ll be split up, i didn’t thanks my 3years classmates enough for all those memories they gave me. I hope we can still make time to talk and hang out after school,,,

I can’t ignore the nervousness of being form4, there’s always that thought in the back of my mind about whether I’ll be able to keep up with all the work, new assignments and any challenges that may come. I’m a little worried about the first few days, getting back into the school routine, and figuring out what my classes will be like. Will I get all my homework done on time? Will I understand everything we learn right away?…AAJIJCKDJVNFVKSNFKLZJJFIODJIJFDSIJBJBI

Thinking back on my break, I realize that it has been a time of relaxation and fun. I got to spend time with family and friends, watch netflix and tiktok and netflix again and tiktok again,,, just enjoy being away from schoolwork for a while. But now, I also feel ready to get back into a routine just like before. I hope i stay organized and not get too stressed out by all the work in this upcoming year. I want to try my best in every subject, even if some things feel tough at first but itsfine, ive got this.

In the end, the days before going back to school are always a mix of emotions. I’m excited to see my friends, but I’m also nervous about what lies ahead and a little sad that me and my 3 E-TTRACTIVE won’t be in the same classes anymore. No matter what, I know that I’ll grow and learn, and by the end of the year, I’ll look back and be proud of everything I’ve accomplished. Thankyou for reading. Au revoir.