Hi guys it’s 3AM right now and im soOooOo bored. I invited my friends Aira and leka just now to oncall with me tapi si leka tu takde internet lah apalah so here i am wrote this blog at my sister mcbook.

Hows life guys ? If you guys asked me hows my life going on rightnow its….. serabut. Not exactly serabut its just theres too many things happening,,,,,, 2026 just start and…. OH. Not too many things happened but ive been thinking a lot lately. About SPM, what happened in 1st day of 2026, my family and what happened in past.

I’m not really a person who likes to talk exactly what i feel to someone i just know,,,, what i mean ‘someone’ is a person yang An-Nur kenal dia just like that macam ‘Hi Hi, Bye Bye’ type of friends. Have you guys ever have a friends who dont have common sense when you LITERALLY tak rapat langsung dengan dia but they shows their side yang make you guys feels like “wtffff we just know eachother brooo can u stfu AND ACT LIKE WE JUST KNOW EACHOTHER” ive experience this shi before and honestly i cant stand THAT type of people. Okay wait let me describe more LET ME STORY THIS so that you guys understand what i feel.

It started when, me and my friends hangout and THAT one girl suddenly like fucking crashout nangis nangis apa bagai and bro??????? Kita datang sini nak hangout tau bukan nak tengok dia nangis and one more things about what she did is dia macam spoil my mood untuk keluar waktu tu tau because i literally put A LOT OF EFFORT TO HANGOUT WITH THEM AND BILA DAH KELUAR NAK TENGOK KO NANGIS LAH APALAH NAK PUJUK PUJUK APA SEMUA AMENDE BODOOODJFHFREHJBNVAEI.

Ergh everytime when i remember this shi i shoulve just listened to my dad (ayah saya tak bagi pergi mula mula) and… yeah. I think thats a pretty common things yang everyone have to know TO NOT SPOIL THE MOOD WHEN THE REASON WE HANGOUT IS TO HAVEFUN. However, i take that situation as something to learn in future.

Ive story this to my other friends and they say that im tooo friendly. Is it wrong to be friendly ? What do you guys think ? I just want to be nice to everyone but i feel like im being toooo nice. I feel like im people pleaser (sometimes) but honestly…. i dont know tho. Idk how to describe my feelings, i dont understand myself either.

One thing about me is, i cant have many friends. What i mean is a friend yang i can express 100% what i feel to them. The only person who i trust most is airaleka and bibi. Thats it. Many people think that i have manyyyy friend but in reality friend yang i anggap like literally FRIENDS is just that 3 people. Maybe they think like that because im friendly sangat kot… man idk life is confusing asf.

I think thats all guys for today, i want to say many more things actually but im scared if you guys bosan so… i stop here and maybe i continue tomorrow. Out of topic sikit but i hope i become a better person than last year. No more crying about stupid things and the only thing i want to stress about is chemisty, addmaths, biology and physic…. OKAY BYE GUYS, AU REVOIRR !!